Megan-Chan

poison_kisses @ 2003-07-15T01:56:00

2003-07-15T09:05:27Z

Men, Boy's, Males in general are majourly fucked up! Especially some people... Who think they can just treat us like shit and get away with it! All of them in general are really mean... there are a few cool ones Luis thank's for being cool... Maybe if they would listen once in a while instead of biting your fucking head off We wouldn't have to write things like this in the first place...
Some people should learn to control their temper when they are around certain friends, and be a little nicer to other friends when in such friends company. If you don't know what I mean you really need to think back a little...
Anyway, so I got this letter from one of my best friends. She had to move to england to get away from a bastard fuck of a husband...Gee what do you know another guy who would have thought? Well anyway she was one of my closest friends, and she sent me this letter. Dian told me how she had had this great dream about me and how she had decided to write. Well she told me about all these awful things he had done to their little girl. (who is now in foster care, due to bad social workers)So this little five year old just didn't speak untill she was nearly four, and is still badly traumatized by her father. She finished the letter by saying that just a little news from us would mean a lot to her. Which made me sob in the bathroom for like an hour. Not only because of the things I found out but because I miss her so much. She was just understanding and she took care of me. I love her and I miss her.

Fuck EVERYTHING!!!!!!!

2003-07-14T00:01:13Z

They Killed my followers!!! Really they did!!! They just killed them, riped their little hearts right out! The women the children everyones just gone! I hate fucking bush and cheny and all those Fuckers in the White House! SO FUCK THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!! MAYOR CHAVEZ WILL DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
No one listens to me! Its like theres's a huge brick wall in front of me and nothing goes through it. I could go to scholl naked and no one would even say anything. I wonder what they would do if I just stoped everything. I mean just stoped, moving and speaking and sleeping, So that I just stared out into space. Maybe eventually I would fade off into non existance so that I could go into my nice comfortabal nothing. Everyone lies and the world is gone to FUCK! FUCKING BRICK FUCKING WALL!!!!!!! I'm sitting here talking to my best friend and she's just not even listening to a word I'm saying just joles boy friend. FUCKING Brick WALL!!!
Sometimes I just wish I could escape into a hole where I wouldn't have to be missunderstood and no one would ever have to not listen to me again, and no one would lie or keep things from me and and I really hate everything right now and I can't even explain cus I don't understand it myself. You know what, that luis boy is okay. But you know what else People who LIE to me can FUCKING go to hell! I don't care about anything and it scares the shit out of me... and I bable on and on... and on... and ... I don't even know what I'm saying anymore so I'm just going to talk about anything... One day maybe I can break through my wall and someone will hear me.
You know sometimes, I can't understand the stupidity of people. And then I think, do they think the same thing about me? I'm afraid of people and their emotions I can't get close.

Some things just Grrr

2003-04-07T02:59:38Z

All of the sudden I get home from Robin and Joel's and I hate everything!! I want to murder my computer and all things that have anything to do with it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

poison_kisses @ 2003-04-04T19:04:00

2003-04-05T03:00:32Z

So my dad left a week ago... out of the country and everything. Kind of worried about that cus we haven't heard a thing from him since.
I got my books!!! I got my books!!!!!! I already read like a quarter of the first one. It is so GREAT!!! The Rules of Attraction is just so special to me... Its not a whole lot like the movie but still. See some of the things the characters do are like reversed. But like I said I just read a little of it so far. But still the Book is great, the movie is great and Ian Somerhalder is great -Grin-
OK has anyone ever had a really creepy teacher? Cus I think mine beats you all. He said to this one girl in my class "You are just so cute I could Slap your butt" OK if he isn't some kind of molester then I'm the ghost of Elton Johns fan... He has also tried to rub Chelsea's back said he wanted to take Cristine and Julie home... Hm I wonder what his intentions are??? Well I guess it doesn't mater anyway cus I am going to murder him in many painful ways anyhow! Yes and I think I will start out with slow embarrassing torture, leading up to death by white hot pokers!!! Yes I think Ex-lax in his coffee is the perfect way to start! Creepy My.Orscoscascavithch or whatever...
Today I went to TT and there was this guy there and well he was new and his name was Victor!! "gasp sigh my books!!!" And well he looked exactly like him! then there is this girl named Sarah and well yep... She is yep I have plans for her, big plans... So it was a creepy and also good day.

Very ordinary......

2003-03-31T03:52:56Z

Today was just ordinary... nothing special just ordinary... One thing bad did happen my dad left to somewhere for about a week, its out of the country so were kind of apprehensive... other then that I have this boring let down feeling... Like oh no spring break is over what do I do now...
So for all of you feeling the same way, at least we have a long boring rest of the year to look forward to!!!!!!!!!

Hello!!!

2003-03-22T00:59:42Z

Hey friends!!! Cheetah Grrrrrr